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bah i just ate fudge after eatin tuna
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http://www.trinidadexpress.com/index.pl/article_news?id=35609451
It looks like Soca music is being given a category at the 2006
Grammy Aways. Nice to see that music from around outside the US
is getting recognised. And because its from my birth land, its
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I has been forever.
Have this plan to attend my first ever dancehall/reggae concert.
Hot97's On The Reggae Tip Live. Already bought the tickets.
Gonna be a lot of artists there that I have only heard on
radio or seen on video. Really looking forward to it.
There is a dark cloud though. There is heavy tension between
myself and the person accompanying me. We haven't spoken in
2 days. Me because she was wrong and had an attitude and her
because of pride and her attitude.
My laptop has died and my unix box is being rebuilt, so i'm
without forms of IM commuications. Yeh i have an XP desktop
but i'm accustomed to working on it and having the others
for doing other things. I'll try to get by, but i won't
be as available as before. I tried aimexpress and forgot
it was up so when a friend had IM'd me this morning
i was a lil suspicious of wrong doing. Its cool though
just my lil paranoia.
NYC has started getting crazy with the RNC next week.
I work far enough to not be affected too much, but
my train passes there to and from work. We'll see how
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So its been a long time. and it will be a long time again.
So whats new. Finally overcoming my fear of being behind
the wheel of a vehicle. So much so i went driving without
any id today, in brooklyn. I can just see myself on the
6pm, 11pm and 7am news. THen again maybe it was fear
that made me forgot id. oh well
My ex, i'm over her. Well sort of I'm taking her to dinner
next week. Not finalized but heh. I haven't seen her
since the break up but we talk 3-4x a week. So a face to
face is to see where things stand.
I haven't looked much at this live journal but my friend
introduced my to the Melanin-Love community. Those pages
are really hooked up. Shout outs to you Lanai
About it being a long time again. Heading to the
beautiful republic of trinidad and tobago in 2wks.
Will be gone for 2wks. Yes home sweet home.
Hope to be back in full swing though.
Once things settle down. I will re-arrange this
dreary place.Current Mood:  nostalgic Current Music: Back in times dancehall |
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Testing this from Centericq
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Yeh its been while. I have been busy fulfilling my friendly obligations.
Why? Because 1 good turn deserves another. I was always much of a loner,
a loner with a good bit of friends. But i learned that i wasn't being a
friend. So i now out and about. Attending various events, visiting folks
making phone calls. I still haven't gotten around to just hanging out
or partying and i may never.
I hope next week is more productive for me compared to this one.
It was good communicating with my friends and getting things that
are on my mind out.
On another note, there is a budding Picasso around here. She knows
who she is.
May. 14th, 2004 @ 07:38 am
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| » Music Withdrawal |
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Its been 9 days without my ipod and i'm having serious withdrawal problems.
Don't believe me, I have the Nomad Jukebox, Nomad IIc, Sony Minidisc and a Archos Jukebox.
Yet I look at them with disdain, because my iPod was sent in for repair. I just can't
bring myself to using any of them. The train rides are boring, i either read or stare at
ladies (they must think i'm a perv), or i doze off.
Hopefull I can get it back in time for next week. I have a couple of grads to attend
and if they are anything like mine, well......
I'm unsure of my employment status of late, but i don't want to do anything yet.
I want to see my kids (another country). If i seek another job now, i know i won't
get sufficient time to see them soon.
May. 9th, 2004 @ 11:19 am
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| » About past girlfriends |
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One of my old girlfriends called yesterday, from a private number and I thought i was another
past gf. Being a lil dissappoint i guess, because i told her "I don't have to tell you everything
I do", That really upset her. I felt really bad, because it wasn't meant as a negative comment. Well
she hasn't called back yet. I really do have a lengthy apology and making up to do.
Another past gf calls and asks if i forgot her number and that i don't call. I was busy at that moment
so i return the call the later. Guess she was busy too because the convo was hurried and didn't last
long.
Went to see another past gf at the hospital. I don't like hospitals/sick ppl/illness in general. I feel
really helpless when it comes to that and I don't like feeling helpless. So i see her there, machines
hooked up, using the breath strengthen apparatus and i began to wonder why did i break up with her.
We are both still single (by choice). So i hung out there, we talked joked, laughed it was good.
I'm going to see her again today.
Its very interesting that none of my past gf have anything in common with each other as far as looks
attitude, goals, etc.
All through all this, the one past gf that i'm expecting the call from hasn't call.......
May. 8th, 2004 @ 10:53 am
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| » Jelly Fish, Worm, Wuss, Me all spineless. |
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I just can't help being nice to ppl i like, even though they hurt me.
I will say the worst things, wish harm on their grand kids 10 removed,
but let them call me and i'm all smiles. I must say this last time was
too much. I was thinking had roots (obheah,voodoo) put on me. I fell
fast and hard. The break up was the same. Don't think i will ever
get over it. I was just looking at her pics. Haven't spoken to her
in ages. She called today, but since i rarely answer private calls
i missed it. I know it will never be the same with us. Too much
has happened too fast without enough communication i believe.
May. 5th, 2004 @ 08:34 pm
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| » Survey - off the top of my head answers |
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| Abortion?: | To each their own | | Death Penalty?: | Sure why not | | Prostitution?: | Please support our women | | Alcohol?: | As much as possible | | Marijuana?: | Don't abuse it | | Other drugs?: | Stay very far away | | Gay marriage?: | To each their own | | Illegal immigrants?: | They help the country | | Smoking?: | Not really | | Drunk driving?: | Hello no | | Cloning?: | No, we can do with less of some folks | | Racism?: | Waste of time | | Premarital sex?: | We need to test drive sometimes | | Religion?: | On the fence | | The war in Iraq?: | End it already | | Bush?: | Wrong for us | | Downloading music?: | Yeh why not | | The legal drinking age?: | 21 | | Porn?: | Interesting sometimes | | Suicide?: | No, it could be much worse |
What is your stand on..... brought to you by BZOINK!
May. 5th, 2004 @ 09:18 am
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| » Cops and Criminals |
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How stupid do you have to be? I'm sure a lil kid will tell you that
drugs a bad and its dumb to be rolling a spliff in your parked car,
with your ligths on. Of course the cops will interrupt your enjoyment.
Cops there are no nice looking, passable hookers where i live. They
all look like the dirty dope fiends they are. So if there is a hot
looking very well dressed butter rican walking up and down bet 2 blks
NO ONE will stop for her. And pls move the white van, its so out of
place.
Criminals the cops drive around in yellow cabs, dollar cabs, mini vans
construction vans and they are white (most of the time). Common sense
will tell you that they are not from the neighborhood. Why break the
law in front of them.
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May. 4th, 2004 @ 08:45 pm
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| » DOB 05/04/04 8:30am thereabouts |
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Oldies music is so good. Have been listening to 102.something since last week
when i'm at work. I can see why ppl say life was so good back then. The music
was great. Music heals, soothes, makes you feel good, makes you angry.
I have more or less returned to reggae, dancehall, dub after a long absense
and then my keels over. The wait at Station A is 4hr avg. wtf? So i ordered
a box for shipping it back, maybe i'll get back one with less scratches.
I could have waited, but i'm a homebody. Unless something interesting is happening
I would rather be at home, and there is hardly anything interesting happening.
Oh I got 2 trance cds (mp3s) its not what i though it was gonna be. I figured
it would be slow, heavy, kinda drug induced sounding, but its not, its fast, light
and partyish. i don't know anybody who listens to trance, so hopefully its what
it says it is. We need consistant soca radio stations in nyc. there are pirate
stations, but they don't cover the city completely.
May. 4th, 2004 @ 09:35 am
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